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The desire for change can stand for years between familiar safety and an uncertain path forward
There are phrases that people repeat for years: "I want to change jobs," "I want to earn more," "I want to improve my relationships," "I want to finally take care of my health," "I want to develop." They may sound completely sincere. A person reads books, saves helpful posts, buys a course, and makes a plan for Monday — and after six months, their life remains roughly the same.
From the side, it's easy to call it laziness or a lack of willpower. Such an explanation is convenient, but it hardly helps to understand. Inaction often has an internal logic. It can protect against disappointment, loss of a familiar status, conflict with loved ones, shame of a novice, or a price that a person is not yet ready to pay.
At the same time, it is important not to turn any lack of action into a psychological mystery. People may really lack money, time, health, safety, support, or access to opportunities. Caring for children, war, debts, burnout, discrimination, and unstable work are real limitations, not "refusals." A conversation about motivation only makes sense when we see both internal contradictions and external circumstances.
If the same cycle repeats for years — desire, preparation, a short burst, retreat, and self-blame — it is helpful to check five things.
A personal goal may emerge only when we remove the costume of other people’s expectations
First Check: Is This Really My Goal?
Often a person strives for what is considered right, rather than what is important to them. One should earn more. It's time to start a family. At this age, one should already have their own business. One needs to lose weight. It is necessary to constantly develop and never stop.
Such goals can be socially acceptable and yet internally empty. On the level of words, a person says "I want," because it's hard to admit even to themselves: I'm okay with a different life; I'm afraid of judgment; this dream was chosen for me; I like the result in the picture, but the direction itself isn't mine.
In the theory of self-determination, there are distinguished more autonomous motivations, related to personal values and choice, and motivations that are primarily based on pressure, shame, reward, or fear of disapproval. This does not mean that external motives are always bad. Earnings, recognition, and expectations of others really influence decisions. Problems arise when they completely replace personal meaning.
A career that everyone approves of
Marina has been saying for several years that she wants a management position. She is taking courses, but she doesn't apply for vacancies. In conversation, it turns out: she likes professional work and autonomy, but managing people, endless meetings, and company politics exhaust her even at the level of imagination. A promotion was a symbol for her that she was not falling behind her classmates.
Her inaction does not prove weakness. Perhaps she is protecting a direction that better suits her needs. Then the task will not be to force herself to want leadership, but to formulate her own goal: higher income, more complex projects, or more freedom without moving into management.
Ask yourself:
- Even if no one knew the result, I would still want this.
- Whose voice sounds in the words "time," "need," "normal person already"?
- What in this goal lives for me, besides approval and avoidance of shame?
- Can a real need be met in another way?
Second Check: Do I Understand Why I Need This?
"Earning more" is a direction, not a finished meaning. What should change thanks to money: will there be a financial cushion, the opportunity to leave a draining job, the ability to get treatment, travel, help family, have more time? Different answers lead to different actions.
A person feels the value of effort well today. The meaning of the result often remains vague and postponed. Evening study takes up two specific hours, and "a better future" has no form. With such inequality, the sofa wins by law.
An example: sport that doesn't start with hatred of the body
Olena bought a membership many times because she wanted to lose weight and stop being embarrassed by photographs. Every workout felt like punishment for her body. When she formulated a different meaning — to have more stamina for traveling and less pain after sitting at work — her motivation level changed. The process itself changed: instead of the gym, which she hated, there was walking, swimming, and short strength training sessions.
Sense is not obligated to be noble or final. It has to be specific enough to connect today's action with the life that matters to you.
A useful question sounds like this: what will become possible on my usual Tuesday if this change happens?
Third Check: Do I Believe I Can Influence the Outcome?
A person can very much want change and at the same time expect failure. "I don't have the character," "It's too late for me," "I always fail," "Others can, but I'm not that kind of person." When expectations of one's own effectiveness are low, it seems unreasonable to invest effort: why pay for a path that inevitably leads nowhere?
Especially often this happens after a series of unsuccessful attempts. Several diets ended with weight returning. Two job interviews — rejections. Difficult conversations with a partner — a new quarrel. Specific experience gradually transforms into a global conclusion about personality: "I am incapable."
However, the strategy could have been unsuccessful due to the scale of the step, the timing, the environment, or the lack of support. This difference is fundamental. Personality appears to be constant, while strategy can be analyzed.
Example: “I Don’t Know How to Change Jobs”
Andriy twice sent his resume for vacancies, the requirements of which significantly exceeded his experience, and did not receive a response. After that, he spoke for a year that the market was closed, and he was needed by no one. His conclusion was based on real refusals, but was broader than the data.
Instead of the demand "believe in yourself," it's more helpful to return to measurability: check your resume, talk to someone in the industry, choose ten relevant vacancies, practice your interview, gather feedback. Belief in one's own ability often grows after small confirmed actions, not before them.
Ask:
- Which attempts did not work?
- What was weak: me as a person or a specific way?
- What step will give me new data, even if it doesn't bring results immediately?
- Where is skill, support, or a change in conditions needed instead of additional self-pressure?
Change opens new possibilities while asking us to decide what we are willing to carry forward
Fourth Check: Am I Ready to Pay the Price?
Almost every change comes with a price. Other work may require evening study, periods of lower confidence, and a few rejections. Higher income — negotiations, responsibility, or risk. Changes in relationships — awkward conversations and the possibility of hearing a response you don't like. Physical fitness — regularity, even when you lack motivation.
A person sometimes sincerely wants a result, but does not agree with the process that leads to it. This is not a moral defect. Perhaps the price is really too high for the present period. The problem arises when we continue to demand a result from ourselves, for a process to which we have not given consent.
Desire for closeness without the risk of being seen.
Irina says that she wants warm relationships, but avoids talking about her own needs. She expects her partner to guess, and pulls away when this doesn't happen. Closeness is valuable to her, but the price—showing vulnerability and risking rejection—seems dangerous.
Until this price is named, the situation looks enigmatic: "I want to, but for some reason I don't." After it appears, a choice emerges. One can refuse the change, postpone it, find a safer pace, or start with a less risky conversation.
List two things: what change will bring and what it will require weekly. Don't write abstract "discipline". Name the hours, money, specific actions, skills, discomfort, and what you will have to give up.
Fifth Check: What Will I Lose If the Change Really Happens?
This question often proves more important than a list of advantages. A person may simultaneously want two things that are difficult to combine: higher income and unchanged level of responsibility; closeness and complete inviolability of their own habits; a new career and the status of an experienced specialist from day one.
One part says: "I want change." The other responds: "Only let nothing important change." Treading water becomes the compromise between them.
A Promotion That Changes the Family System
Natalia has long wanted to earn more, but she keeps postponing the launch of her own practice. Success would mean more than just money. She would have to ask her partner to take on more household chores, refuse relatives' urgent requests, and withstand their comments that she "has changed." Low income is unpleasant, but it helps her maintain her usual role as someone who is always available.
Such a hidden benefit does not mean manipulation or conscious self-deception. The current situation can simultaneously cause pain and protect something valuable: belonging, predictability, invisibility, the right not to take risks, the fantasy of untapped potential.
Until a person begins, they may think: "I would have succeeded, it just wasn't the right time yet." A real attempt creates the possibility of failure and makes the boundaries of one's abilities visible. Inaction in this case protects self-esteem, although it comes at a high cost to the future.
Ask:
- What relationships or roles might change along with me?
- Whose displeasure will I have to endure?
- Which comfortable version of oneself will have to let go of?
- From what does the current situation protect me now?
- How to preserve a vital need without completely rejecting change?
Preparation becomes movement only when a person opens the door to real action
When Preparation Becomes a Beautiful Form of Avoidance
Changes are frightening, so the psyche easily finds an occupation that resembles movement. A person reads books, watches lectures, takes courses, makes ever-better plans, buys notebooks and subscribes to experts. A pleasant feeling arises: I am working on myself.
Sometimes this is true. Information is really needed before a complex action. The difference can be seen by the result: did at least one behavior change after the training?
Five books about negotiations don't replace one conversation about salary. A course about closeness doesn't replace the phrase "it hurts me when we talk like this." One hundred videos about money don't create the first proposal to a client.
Preparation becomes avoidance when it constantly postpones contact with uncertainty. There's always one more technique, certificate, perfect plan, or right mood missing.
Why are we looking for a magic pill
The real path often looks unattractive: attempt, error, feedback, correction, repetition. There is no moment after which fear, fatigue, and doubt disappear forever. That's why the promise of one solution that takes away the complexity of the process becomes especially tempting.
Writing down wishes is more pleasant than sending a resume. Visualizing relationships is safer than saying "no." Searching for the perfect method is easier than being a clumsy newcomer.
Dreams, rituals, and learning can support action. They stop helping when they become a substitute for it.
From "want" to behavior: seven steps
1. Describe the Change Without Generalities
"To develop" cannot be accomplished. "By Friday, find three training programs and compare the terms" — this is possible. A good goal describes behavior or a result that can be checked.
2. Name Your Own Meaning
Complete the sentence: "This is important to me because...". If the answer consists only of the words "need" and "that's right", return to the first check.
3. Recognize the contradiction.
Write down two truths side by side: "I want a new job" and "I'm afraid of losing stability." Ambivalence doesn't need to be overcome. It needs to be included in the plan.
4. Determine the real price
How many hours a week are you willing to invest? What sum are you able to spend? What level of discomfort are you willing to endure? Where does the line lie beyond which the price becomes ruinous?
5. Reduce the step to an action that can be completed in fifteen minutes.
Not "change careers," but open a document and list five existing skills. Not "improve relationships," but agree on twenty minutes of conversation. Not "start training," but put on your shoes and walk one block.
A small step should not be a symbolic concession. It should create contact with the real process.
6. Create a specific "if-then" plan.
For example: “If on Tuesday at 7:00 PM I close my work laptop, then I open my resume and work on it for fifteen minutes.” Such a plan ties the action to a situation and reduces the number of decisions that need to be made in the moment.
7. Evaluate Data, Not Character
After the step, ask: what worked, what hindered, what needs to be changed? The formulation "I am lazy" closes the investigation. Data about time, fatigue, fear, complexity, and environment help rebuild the plan.
Four extended examples
“I Want to Lose Weight, but I’m Not Doing Anything”
A check may show that the goal is built on shame, previous strict diets have depleted self-trust, and the person imagines only the process with prohibitions and punishments. Then, the first step may not be a new diet, but a medical consultation if needed, a more regular eating schedule, sleep, accessible physical activity, and a refusal of goals that require hatred of the body.
“I Want to Earn More”
Perhaps the person needs security rather than abstract money. At the same time, they avoid negotiations because they are afraid of appearing greedy, and they do not seek new work because the current team gives a sense of belonging. The plan should include financial sense, the development of negotiation skills, and a way to not lose social support.
“I Want to Leave This Relationship”
The decision may be hindered not by a lack of desire, but by housing, money, children, fear of violence, hope for change, shame before the family, and real emotional attachment. Here, calls to "just leave" are dangerous. An assessment of safety, a practical plan, support, and respect for the person's pace are needed.
“I Want to Start My Own Project”
Sometimes a dream is sustained by the fact that it remains a dream. In fantasy, the project is successful, and the author is talented. The first launch brings numbers, criticism, and the need for routine. A useful step would be a small test: one proposition, one client, one page, one week of gathering real responses.
When it's not just about motivation
Prolonged inactivity is sometimes associated with depressive states, anxiety, consequences of traumatic experience, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, sleep disorders, chronic pain, exhaustion, or other conditions. The article does not allow determining the cause.
If it is difficult to perform basic daily tasks, interest in life has disappeared, sleep and appetite have changed drastically, there is no strength for a long time, panic attacks occur or thoughts of self-harm arise, it is worth seeking professional help. Advice on planning does not replace medical and psychological evaluation.
Inaction also supports a certain choice.
When we don't make any changes, it might seem like a decision hasn't been made. In reality, the current state of affairs is simply getting another day. This isn't a reason to punish yourself. It's a way to see that procrastination also has consequences and a price.
Words show the direction of desire. Priority becomes visible in where time, attention, money, and effort regularly go. There can be a gap between them, and this gap does not need to be filled with shame. It is worth exploring.
You may not need a new motivational video. You need an honest answer to two questions:
What do I get by keeping everything as it is?
And what is the smallest real step that will show that I am ready not only to want, but also to meet the change?
Three MriyaRun tools between desire and action.
The Self-Discovery Course Diary helps distinguish personal values from internalized demands and clarify why a change matters. The EQ Emotions Journal supports exploration of ambivalence: which part wants movement, what the other fears, and what support it needs. CBT SHIFT. Part 1 provides a written structure for examining “I will fail” predictions, reviewing the previous strategy, and formulating a realistic next step.
The Self-Discovery Course Diary supports exploration of values, roles, and personal direction
The EQ Emotions Journal helps notice ambivalence, fear, shame, and needs
CBT SHIFT offers a written check of failure predictions and a realistic next step
These materials are for self-reflection and do not replace psychotherapy, psychiatric or medical help. If inactivity is associated with persistent loss of energy, interest in life, drastic changes in sleep or thoughts of self-harm, it is important to seek professional support.
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Author’s Perspective
Dmytro Telushko, psychotherapist and founder of MriyaRun.
I do not treat inaction as automatic proof of laziness or weak character. It often protects something important: safety, belonging, hope, a familiar role, or self-worth. Change becomes more realistic when we stop shaming that protective part while testing desire through a concrete action we are prepared to own.
When an imagined life remains equally attractive for years, it helps to examine the image separately from motivation. From Fantasy to Individuation asks what another life is promising, separates an activity from a desired identity, and turns the image into a small reversible experiment rather than a sudden decision.